I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
‘cuz it’s too much
Yeah, it’s a lot
to be something I’m not

I’m a fool
out of love
‘cuz I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I’m so scared
but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down
I know
I’ve got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
and synchronize in time
It’s a joke
Nobody knows
they’ve got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I’m so scared
but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down
I know
I’ve got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I’m just a little bit
caught in the middle
life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can’t do it alone
(I’ve tried)
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I’m so scared
but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down
I know
I’ve got to let it go
and just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

… It feels like insomia …ahahaa….
(LOL!)
hmh…
Why is it that I couldn’t sleep?
I did everything just to make myself fall asleep.argsh!
I hate this feeling!

I was scolded by my beloved Mother…LOL!
I thought she wouldn’t find out that I didn’t sleep here in our store. (too bad for me)
but it’s okay then,
I was with “him” yesterday.
we watched TERMINATOR @ NCCC mall and went into a videoke bar afterwards with my friend…
we talked about the issues but I still have doubts…
I know it would be better if we would just remain as friends. I enjoy being with him…he’s like my best friend he makes me laugh and I could share everything to him. He really makes me feel very important (he just don’t know it)
even though I still can’t forgive him I truly wish him luck into whatever path he would go and I hope that he would really change for the better…

 I feel better now…(thank god!)

no more abdominal pain/dysmenorrhea..

 I wasn’t able to go to school today, maybe

I’ll just go there tomorrow to follow-up my financial accounts…

I was thinking…

 If it’s okay to go out with "him" even if I still can’t forgive him and I still have this feeling of anger towards him. I am trying not to have revenge on him but he’s the one who gives me reason to do it…
 I know it’s not good to get even but…tsk! i don’t know!

it’s just that I could’nt forget what he had done and everytime I think of it, It makes feel like I wanna cut his head off

hhhmmmmm….whatever!

…’till here

♥ ciao! ♥

hmmm… It’s been a while since I had wrote something on this blog…

It’s the first day of june, (first day of the enrollment for the old students)

I still don’t have money…argsh!

It is always been like this… 

I hope I’d be able to enroll myself this week.

 Yesterday, we had our recollection. (As usual, it was held at Ulas I forgot the name of that particular retreat house or something)

I had the chance to bond with my classmates. I had fun during the entire recollection.

There was just a feeling of guilt or maybe ashamed when Sofia which happend to be my closest friend in our group shared something about what she feels everytime that there is someone who makes fun of her religion. Even if she didn’t pin point who she was talking about or who were those guy, I know that I am one of those people who makes fun not only in her religion but also to herself.

I admit that sometimes or should I say most of the times, I offended her. But I thought It was just okay with her. Know I know that I should have to be tactful and kind in every words that I would utter.

Im really sorry..

 It’s quite a long time since i’v posted somthing in this blog..

I got so busy in school.

we had so many projects that we have to comply before the final examination…and also in ROTC our induction and ball as well as the graduation ceremony of the COCC applicants will be next month.

I just really wish that I would pass all the subjects that I took in this semester.. I don’t want to have back subjects again.. ever!

 LAst niGht up to eArLy thiS mOrniNg, mY jUNiOr OfficEr (which are the 2Cl) hyzEL aNd i wEnt tO idOL (tOrEs pLAcE) jUst tO hAve fUN..twO Of mY cO-OfficErs get dRUnk. thAt wAs thE fiRst tiMe thAt i gOt iNto sEa wALL…wE wEnt thErE aftEr stAyiNg iN idOL iN a cOupLe Of hOurS… it wAs fUN, bUt rEaLLY tiRiNg.. sO.. i gOt tO gO nOw! bYe!

 i wAsn’t AbLe 2 wtnEs d mjOr eVntS n d kdyWn fStvL..it sUckS!

i stAyEd iN oUr hOuSe iN aLmOst 5 dAyS pLayiN’ wth mY ‘LiL siStRs(kUnG fU pAndA thiNg! LOL!)

i rLy wSh i sPnt mY 5days bReak hANgiNG arOund w/ mY fRiENds…

"The content of the Page Table in Virtual Memory System is I/O or PROCESS or DATA or JOB or BOTH. Which is correct? Clarify this issue."

cAn sOmEbOdY rE-phRaSe thiS qUeStiOn?

thAt iS whY wE cAn’t eAsy gEt whAt OuR iNstRuctOr mEanS bEcAuSe Of thE wAy  thAt hE cOntRuctS hiS qUestiOn! gOd dAmN it! hE didn’t diScUss thiS thiNg tO uS!

thiS iS too mUch!

i’M f****** piSsEd Off with thiS sUbjEct! gRrrrr!